1/2 past 1 o'clock
Steamer Empire City Dear
Brother,
I am up this morning early as
you see. I wish I could be at home with you, I am so
lonesome since Amos died. I am deprived of all the
comforts of life. There was never a Regt of men
treated so hard as we Henry. Only yesterday we paid 5
cents for a canteen of water and had for all day
(two) hard Bread was all I eat. Our Regt. and 4
Companies of the 25th are on board which makes 1200
men. And to night it rains and all the 25th Boys are
on deck laying down in the wet and wind. Mind you, if
I ever get out of this trap I will never sell myself
again. The Officers are aft smoking, playing cards
and we poor soldiers are suffering for the want of
things. The water we have is condensed water from the
Steam Boiler, we are going to Fortress Monroe. I have
not been well since I came home. I shall be awful
sick going down, for my part I can't see how they
expect us to fight and treat us as they do. We have
not received one cut of our pay and never shall. You
will write me a letter and send it to Fortress
Monroe, write immediately without delay. Tell Sister
Lizzie to send me a word in your letter. You will
look out for Father and see that they don't want for
anything. Look out for all the children and tell
Mother not to worry about me, for I will try and take
care of myself and be a good Boy.
If ever I get back I shall
know how to appreciate good living and also good
treatment. I do not think as much of a soldier's life
as I did before I came. You all are better off than
I, but don't worry about me. Willie Brockway is with
us in the Letters department. I suppose you know it.
I saw Luke Comstock to night. Oh, I shall be so glad
when we are oft this old ship and get the good air.
Don't show Mother this letter. We can't get on shore,
or anywhere else to get any thing. By the way, I did
not have time in N.Y. to get the Photograph taken,
and I will tell you what you can do if you want my
Picture in life size. You will get me an ambrotype of
Miss Sarah Morley and have one taken from it and
return the ambrotype to her again and have two or
three taken. Write to me and I will send the money to
pay for them. I must close.
Give my love to all and a
kiss for Lizzie,
Good Bye
Yours Affect'ly
Brother Dexter
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